This Is Why

This is why

I haven't tried

Or texted

Or videod

Or dated

Or liked

Or loved

Or tried again.

Because smiles

And kisses

And comfort

And hugs

And sex

And showers

And butterflies

Are not enough

To outweight

Uncertainty

Or waiting

Or jealousy

Or confusion

Or sadness

Or possiblity of hurt.

It does not outweigh fear.